My Dad really took a serious care of my education since I was young...
he said " If u dont grow up to be a human, then what would u wanna be?"..
So, when it was the time for me to go to school, he started buying me english exercise books and asked me to learn to love this langguage...and of course I couldn't do it.. For God sake, how could I do things that I dont even have interest to do ?.. and I sounded it to Dad, and he was a bit dissapointed..I knew how I've let him feel so low that moment..
(I'm sorry Dad, never meant to..)...
so then came my high school years...I moved on to Terengganu and settled there..(here, my shelter, my paradise..luv Tganu)
Beyond chance, one year, when I was in form 2, (that was years ago, now I'm 17..almost 18) I met this girl named L.... at a tuition center..
we talked, and be friends,.. She's a smart girl, brilliant, really breathtaking and her English was good too..
she's like an enzyme that increased my confidence and gave me inspiration to learn English which I've been hated for ages..
so then I borrowed her essays and notes sometimes in order to improve my acchivement in Eng. subject..
Seeing my sudden interest in this langguage, Dad bought me my very first English novel;
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix..
from then on, I set a new goal in my life , to get an excellent mark for Eng. subject and to love the langguage as well..
and it's all worthy, all of the hard work and effort that i made finally gave me an A for English in PMR..(first time ever I scorred an A for this subject) Alhamdulillah..
time after time, I kept improving my English and I think I gave my best for 1119 paper in SPM 2006..(God willing)
today this topic made me thinking,; "If I don't help myself to move up to another and higher level, who else would do?"
People around me can contribute support and give me inspiration that i needed in my life, but they can't help me climbing up the ladder if I don't make a move myself...
Thank you Allah, for giving me chance to be a human, and for choosing me to be a daughter to my supportive Dad..

On a month in 2005, I went to Kuantan for an exhibition, and I made new friends there..most are from Selangor and Kl, and they have 'an English tongue',
then one of the Selangor boys said to me: "You're from Terengganu, and you speak English??"
whoever you are or from whereever you are, it doesnt matter..if you want to be successful, then go making it happens